Cholera

the voice is speaking directly without any inhibition and is more honest than I can ever hope to be myself. it must be allowed to speak and resonate in the space, taking up as much time and room as it needs to create a stream of consciousness that expresses the wonder that I feel when I plunge into abyss and choose to face the many demons that I otherwise have considered dealt with via segregation and elimination. Build back the dragon, and fight it in the arena of the mind. This is what it means to meditate on one's battles, after all—the lessons come from fighting the same boss over and over, til it becomes a form of rote memory. This is the same skill as for learning a poker skill tree or the main threads of a popular debate topic.